Starvation seems to be a struggle of mine where I won’t eat at all or much for a few weeks every few months when I really hate myself and my body shape. It’s an unhealthy thing that I definitely do NOT encourage but it is a matter that I would like you to aware of. It’s funny the rest of the time I can’t bloody stop eating, I am usally like any normal person. My self hate just tends to take over sometimes, if you are going through this please tell someone. It can be life threatening if serious enough. Love yourself and stay safe, Miss Kate.

Hi again! Please read part 1 first. So yep self hate is a very deep rooted thing for me as since I was little I wasn’t good enough. Many people experience this with primary socialisation, and it badly effects them in their future mental state and in their self confidence. This doesn’t just happen in the nuclear family but can happen in any type of family. It’s horrible honestly. That people would tell a developing child that they aren’t good enough, not smart enough , not pretty enough, just not good enough for anyone. Me, myself have been heavily effected by this and self hate is a strong thing for me. And this sadly bleeds in to my depression, anxiety and my starvation. Yes you heard me right starvation. Whichhhh is in my next post. But overall self hate isn’t a unhealthy thing but constant self hate may need to be looked at, talk to someone you are close to wether they are a family friend or for minors a teacher or responsible adult. Please contact me with any story’s or questions on my contact sections. Love yourself and stay safe, Miss Kate.

We all hate ourselves at some point, maybe for something  we did or because of our body or because people told us that. But really we are all beautiful in different ways. I know I am such a hypocrite, as I don’t love myself. But you should for you are perfect no matter what people say or think. Just. Don’t. Give. A. Fuck. What . They . Say. Because they also hate themselves at some points and to make themselves feel better they hate on you and others. In my next post I will be talking about my personal self hate.

Freinds are both close and distance, you can tell them somethings but not all of it. You sometimes can trust them but sometimes not. And sometimes they can be real biches/dicks. Especially when you are down, they can stick by you or make it about them selves. I have a very close friend who has done this before. It’s usally an accident but it dose feel like my problems that I need help with turn it to her problems and it hurts sometimes. I’m a relationship like this I would cut it off, they should care about you and let you rant it all out no matter what there opinions are on the subject. So I did and soon made much better and closer mates who actually cared about me and would listen to me rant on about my problems every day! Love yourself and stay safe , miss kate.

It’s funny words are really powerful on a person, I learnt that as the receiver of said words. It can hurt. And rumours are one of the worst forms. Especially when it is about you and your ex. A few years back, I met a guy called Eric. He was a few year older than me and we clicked  immediately it only took a week for him to get the balls to ask me out. Let’s just say I will get in to Eric another time, but it ended badly with him breaking up with me. And it wasn’t too soon before a ‘friend’ decided to tell one of the gossipy bitches , until it spread like crazy. I wanted to die at that point. But then I realised people can think what ever they want but it isn’t gonna change me or the truth, I was is a shitty place at that point but all I needed was my friends and a little confidence to get me through. So love yourself and stay safe, Miss kate

If you are currently seeking help please contact one of these helplines (UK) :

1. Crisis helpline – 08088084994

2. Anxiety UK- 03444 775 774 (Mon to Fri, 9.30am to 5.30pm)

3. Bipolar UK- www.bipolaruk.org.uk

4.CALM- 0800 58 58 58 (daily, 5pm to midnight)

5. mind- 0300 123 3393 (Mon to Fri, 9am to 6pm)

6. No Panic- 0844 967 4848 (daily, 10am to 10pm)

7. Samaritans- 116 123 (free 24-hour helpline)

 

oh god. So this is a wide subject area that I have many experiences and veiws on. Bits and bobs about depression will come up and I hope that if you are in a bad state I can help you understand what you are currently feeling or encourage you to seek help from those whom care about you.

I hate to say it but my love life ain’t too interesting. But from what I have experienced I have some little tips, experiences and stories. And hope that I can help you with your own problems !

Anxiety is a wide subject that I will be mentioning in my posts. Everyone feels a tad of anxiety in there lives, it’s something many people experienced on a daily basis. My personal experiences with anxiety tend to be on a daily basis, but hey that’s just how shitty life can be on someone. Especially if they are younge. Love yourself and stay safe, Miss Kate

Thanks for joining me! My name is Kate and I have some interesting life experiences… Please don’t hold me responsible for any ugly laughs, tears or in general bad experience if you take my advice! I’m happy you’re reading and I’m hear to help.